dreams

I know I am procrastinating with my Matrix and Time blog but so many other things are happening in between which I need to write about. I went to sleep at 1:30 yesterday night and then got up at 6 to go back to sleep again - from 6 to 10 I saw the most amazing(involved but not necessarily happy) dream I had seen in a long time - I woke up feeling utterly depressed - I do not remember the exact things that happened - it was almost like my brain was telling me don't put up false hopes through a fable of its own -I revisited something that I really want and found that it is not achievable after all - now is this my brain telling me to wake up smell reality and let bygones be bygones or is it my brain telling me you gotta try harder to achieve that - God knows but I think I know what my next project is going to be DREAMS - how does the brain create them? Why does it create them? How are dreams affected by what is happening in your life? And also my ability to lucid dream that was something I picked up as a child I could absolutely control my dreams at times if I wanted -do dreams and deja vu's have anything in common? So next pit stop is dreamland! Also there are these old wives tales which say that whatever you dream in the early morning will come true - now can there be a scientific explanation to that? Lets say in the early morning your brain has been rested and is gearing up for the busy day ahead now your brain is probably trying to logically calculate the residue of emotions and thoughts left in your brain so that you can encounter the day better - maybe early morning dreams are a result of these calculations in which in weird subliminal ways the brain is trying to provide you with answers to the things which are most bothering you. Lets see what my research turns up!