tired
tired of losing each time
tired of making up for lost time
tired of starting again
too tired to keep up with the game


Have suddenly started feeling very rootless,
The time has come to move on again
to leave untied knots behind just as they are
to sever some bonds no matter how precious they are
it will hurt again to let go
hurt even more to not know
was there a chance
did i lose out again


just like it hurts still to know
that across the ocean there is the anchor to my thoughts
very thinly stretched by a taught thread
ready to break any moment
at times i feel like snapping it off
and yet the next day there i am again
back to square one.