wishes
how long can one hold on to a wish? how long do you pray to yourself that things, fall into place and, that one true wish you have, comes true? Every god damn movie out there seems to preach this fact that if you have the determination and the drive to do it, you will achieve what you want. But movies are a parallel reality humans have built up to portray all those things which they find intangible, to appear to be real...... but seriously I have this one wish this one absolute hope and I would like it to come true , so how do i go about to make it come true? there are no fairy god mothers who come out of the darkness, to help you make chariots out of pumpkins and oslers out of mice..........who do i go to make my dream come true?how can any effort on your part to achieve a dream come true if it depends on the wishes of another? you definitely cannot change another person's views and opinions by wishing your hope comes true, whats the shortcut in this case? Do you just pine and wait and then take the realistic decision and just move on? But that seems so half hearted, its like you gave up, and yet its the logical decision..... the most sane one! But then will not you feel that you are living with a compromise the rest of your life? Will the people who have actually gone through this speak up, i need to figure some things out here and they are crucial cause on your answer depends the fact of whether my life will have a purpose or not!
04/03/2006- ok tht was a bit over the edge, guess was feeling exetremely frustrated at the moment - i guess my life will have meaning no matter what - just because I have enjoyed every part that I have been through till now......... and I still have the patience and the curiosity to go on and wait for what life has around the corner for me............ hopefully( hoping again!) it should be something nice and perfect for me.
04/03/2006- ok tht was a bit over the edge, guess was feeling exetremely frustrated at the moment - i guess my life will have meaning no matter what - just because I have enjoyed every part that I have been through till now......... and I still have the patience and the curiosity to go on and wait for what life has around the corner for me............ hopefully( hoping again!) it should be something nice and perfect for me.

4 Comments:
if the fulfilment of your wish depends on another human being, and that human being doesnot love you, or has no other reason to help you try to fulfil you wish,IT is probably nevr gonna come true.
hindi movies will show now some confrontation where you make a long passionate speech about love, honour (or whatever else is relevent to your cause),
Hollywwod films will show that your faith in god, or your acts of goodness to people lower than you will somehow miraculously grant you your wish.
But its tough in real life, da!
Take care.
hey arun, i know its a tough life but i guess sometimes i wonder why the world cannot be more like the way Amelie sees it, with a little of glitter and magic, where things transform at the mere touch of a finger or at the touch of a thought.....sigh! so much could have been accomplished tht way, why is there no magic left!!!!!!!
Good to see you're back, and at least partly over whatever ordeal you went through! Keep blogging :)
And there is magic, only instead of without you have to search for it within. Sorry if I sound cliched!
hey power of think- i actually went thru this ordeal a long time back , i had all this written up on my comp and posted it all together, its almost a year now since everything happened, but it took me a long time to come out with it.... good to see you back on my blog!
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